Had sex, now im messed up?

Like I said in the other thread knowledge is power so read books on this subject of childhood sexual abuse. You will have to find away to process these childhood experiences in order move forward. A good counselor can help you sort out the confusion in your life. I was verbally abused and emotionally neglected. For 26 years of my life I was involved in the drug trade. I noticed over the years that many of the females that hung around in my circle of friends had been sexually abused. As I did people use drugs to self medicate because it's easier than dealing with whats wrong. Reflecting back, I was clueless about what was really wrong in my life. The only thing I can say is these self evaluations of yourself are inaccurate. We are all equally worthy. It will take hard work to before you actually accept that. . Women have an advantage over men because they are usually more willing to admit they have a problem. It's cultural.